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another suckxz day
AGAIN!!!!

ATTITUDE

ok
i love my physics
i love my biology
i love my chemistry
i love my math
i love my math extension 1
i love my english
i love educating rita too

need to change the attitude to study better
really
changing~

some more

i hate online
i hate music
i hate handphone
i hate TV
i hate sleeping

Arghhhhhhh~

CY theorem

When you have a thought in your mind,
you would want to think of it over and over by yourself.

You would try to figure it out by yourself.

Random thought lists
What is the problem?
What is the source of the problem?
How should i solve it?
How should i find the problem out?

and in the end turns out only this question spinning in your head

Is there any problem?


sometimes we will be trapped in our own mind map.
those silly one or the frustrating one.


You tend to solve it by going back to the starting point.
and all the memories splashing out like mad flood.
all the bad one or good one comes together.
and it drives you crazy.


We can't expect everything to go as smooth as we want to,
that's why people are trying hard to workout their relationship,
so that the trust and understanding that builds up are strong enough to support them till the end.


Pressure comes only when you faced those unexpected.
it just happened. out of your control.

And you start to think and think and think and think.
endless thinking of the same point lead you to one destination -- disappointment.


You think of those arguments you both had
how you curse each other when arguing
how you two ignites each others "fighting spirit"
how life's going to move on if situation continue to be like this
and bla bla bla.


Little reminder of those incidents
why are there arguments?

think

who's the one that being not understanding enough?
who's the one that just trying to merajuk?
who's the one that stick only to his/her own thought without considering the other one?
who's the one that might accidentally hurt the others feeling?

have you ever thought of why he/she behaves like this?


When you're trying to maintain what you had,
lots of you-think-is-minor-problem could be a major one.

Escapism or blaming other party worsen the situation.


People tend to be pessimistic when they faced difficulties
no hope
that's what they said.

They found no way,
so they give up.


But some people do survived through the hard situation,
strengthen their bond,
understand each other better
and finally
immune to negative forces.


Let him/her know what you are thinking
instead of guessing by yourself and ends up thinking rubbish which will never be true.


Be happy. =)

Sorry guyxz

This few day
i keep slapping myself
feel sooooo sad
but what can i do
headache while doing biology tutorial
so decided not to go school
sorry cause i didn't inform darling and baby

anyway
thanks darling
this morning got msg me
baby also
thanks guyz
really feel happy when get u all msg me
in fact
i really need someone to concern
bad feeling is keep hanging in my mind

today went to apply IElTS
eat mcd
i think my aunt know what happen to me
so she also tried to make me feel better
bring me round here and there
keep talking to me
appreciate a lot
thanks aunt~

looking at our picture
i cried
watching youtube also cried
what the hell is going on

but now
ok already
we ok already
so darling and baby~
don't worry about me
i'm all right~

Today

today suckxz
=(

drama and BOOKS

OMG
miss gerli is addicted to HOT SHOT
really is a nice drama

Show luo zhi xiang
damn cute and funny

so now~
let me continue my drama

ok
i know left 39 days
okok i really know
and i will study
in fact i have started revision
last week

anyway
yay~
Hot Shot
i'm coming

okok
and biology
i'm coming too
kay?

hey~ darling
how is ur relationship now?
wish u all the best lar

MUAKZ

Late update ---

Paiseh for late update
because just now searching my folder
then only saw this pictures
so~ now i update for it

last wednesday
when recess time
darling didn't come down to accompany me
therefore
i joined jie xun them

we found that Mr KHORJIEXUN's handphone
got some secret~
kakakz
therefore alex, shuhong, weikhang all the guys attack jx's handphone
lolz~ i just beside and laugh
but sad to say
we failed
^%*&#)!(&#^~

See weikhang~
opsss~ 儿童不宜

This KOHRJIEXUN~
show his innocent face again
ter~

after class~
we went to eat mcd
and it is free~ hehe!!! ^^
alex pay for me since he still remember he kiam me 1 mcd

here comes a BIG HEAD~ @.@

felt happy
when eating his burger~
so serious eating his chicken~

after mcd
shuhong fetch me home
thats all for the day~
damn full

^^