hahaxz...
found tis in my laptop jz nw...
omg O.o
cheers~
=D
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Saturday, May 9, 2009
random
*ahhhh*
vvc here agn...
im sick for these few days...
fever, sore throat, flu...
[swine flu?! ><]
feel so...==
the weather here reali unpredictable...
furious ><
its almos 6 now...but the sky is dark like 8pm ==
settled all those stuffs for the week..
[test, assgn, report, quiz]...
so here come the new week...
4 more weeks to final sem exam d...~.~
ccy ar ccy...
sometimes thr's smtg tat
we nida kip inside our heart without exposing 1...
tat ppl wana b actress then let her continue lu..
nowadays,
frens
aren't like those frens we noe in primary & 2ndary 1..
hmm...
aiks...
*有苦说不出 de feelings..*
long time din c u n ger li d...=(
saw ur photo, ur hair long alot jor =D
n li tatt oso ler... long time din c him d..
lalala~
duno when gt chance to meet agn le...
i met judy in sydney few times d...
she doesnt change much...
but thin alot =D
y m i getting fatter while every1else thiner n thiner..
==
simply dun understand...
aiks..><
ish...
ignore those unhappy 1...=.=
smtg happy to share here..^^
esiang is coming soon!!!
may30..
lalala~
reali cnt wait!!!
he's not goin bec to msia for holidays...
he'll b here!!!
wee~ ^^v
=X
and vvc will reach m'sia on 6july...
lalala~
duno y im so happy
when i noe this blog is still accessable =D
i dun reali like to blog smtg on the other blog when i feel nt reali happy...
aiks...
will b here when im free =D
cheers~ =)
vvc here agn...
im sick for these few days...
fever, sore throat, flu...
[swine flu?! ><]
feel so...==
the weather here reali unpredictable...
furious ><
its almos 6 now...but the sky is dark like 8pm ==
settled all those stuffs for the week..
[test, assgn, report, quiz]...
so here come the new week...
4 more weeks to final sem exam d...~.~
ccy ar ccy...
sometimes thr's smtg tat
we nida kip inside our heart without exposing 1...
tat ppl wana b actress then let her continue lu..
nowadays,
frens
aren't like those frens we noe in primary & 2ndary 1..
hmm...
aiks...
*有苦说不出 de feelings..*
long time din c u n ger li d...=(
saw ur photo, ur hair long alot jor =D
n li tatt oso ler... long time din c him d..
lalala~
duno when gt chance to meet agn le...
i met judy in sydney few times d...
she doesnt change much...
but thin alot =D
y m i getting fatter while every1else thiner n thiner..
==
simply dun understand...
aiks..><
ish...
ignore those unhappy 1...=.=
smtg happy to share here..^^
esiang is coming soon!!!
may30..
lalala~
reali cnt wait!!!
he's not goin bec to msia for holidays...
he'll b here!!!
wee~ ^^v
=X
and vvc will reach m'sia on 6july...
lalala~
duno y im so happy
when i noe this blog is still accessable =D
i dun reali like to blog smtg on the other blog when i feel nt reali happy...
aiks...
will b here when im free =D
cheers~ =)
Monday, May 4, 2009
welcome back Vivian!
VIVIAN!! hey hey~
long time no see lah.
miss you lotssssss
Let me update about my life as well.
Here studying quite okay lah.
stress sure got but still within control.
Just wanna shout out something I really don't feel comfortable about it.
*Can't state name here coz it's a bit sensitive.*
So here's the thing,
I don't like people being so fake,
like you already can see the fakeness from the face but he/she still want to fake.
BULLSHIT LAH.
can't just say out straight to the face??
do some little drama where you can see the face fake until like shit.
I can't really trust anyone here.
It's not like friends here are not good or what.
I think maybe most of the time I tend to observe too deep about one person,
and when i found out so many things i can't tahan in this person,
I have to make everytime talking to him/her a social need and be very very patience about it.
I HATE THOSE FAKE PEOPLE.
seriously.
Terrible people around just trying to take advantage from you,
fake around you,
AND YOU CAN SEE IT STRAIGHT FROM THEIR FACE!!!
loser.
simple act also cannot act.
keep telling myself to be patience in everything.
I must not care about those fakeness.
I shall not be angry over it.
I shall calm myself down.
But i feel like straggling people lah.
I MISS YOU VIVIAN!!
I MISS JUDY ALSO
I MISS THE WHOLE INTI GANG THAT WE USED TO HANG OUT TOGETHER.
please god,
everyone gather at year end okay??? =D
long time no see lah.
miss you lotssssss
Let me update about my life as well.
Here studying quite okay lah.
stress sure got but still within control.
Just wanna shout out something I really don't feel comfortable about it.
*Can't state name here coz it's a bit sensitive.*
So here's the thing,
I don't like people being so fake,
like you already can see the fakeness from the face but he/she still want to fake.
BULLSHIT LAH.
can't just say out straight to the face??
do some little drama where you can see the face fake until like shit.
I can't really trust anyone here.
It's not like friends here are not good or what.
I think maybe most of the time I tend to observe too deep about one person,
and when i found out so many things i can't tahan in this person,
I have to make everytime talking to him/her a social need and be very very patience about it.
I HATE THOSE FAKE PEOPLE.
seriously.
Terrible people around just trying to take advantage from you,
fake around you,
AND YOU CAN SEE IT STRAIGHT FROM THEIR FACE!!!
loser.
simple act also cannot act.
keep telling myself to be patience in everything.
I must not care about those fakeness.
I shall not be angry over it.
I shall calm myself down.
But i feel like straggling people lah.
I MISS YOU VIVIAN!!
I MISS JUDY ALSO
I MISS THE WHOLE INTI GANG THAT WE USED TO HANG OUT TOGETHER.
please god,
everyone gather at year end okay??? =D
Friday, May 1, 2009
vvc is bec ^^v
vvc here...
waaa...
almos 4gt abt this blog site d...
so glad to noe tat ccy n ger li still updating =D
hmm...
IM STRESSED!!!
hving mechanics test nxt mon..><
without ccy here to teach & fussy me ==
abit started to dun like the life here..
uni life nt as fun as wat i expected...
cz...
hmmm..
being a bulb?
aiks...no1 will und..
xian mu..=(
ha ha...
him?
i wish to stay bside him..alwiz =(
hard to get real frens here?
all angmos...no chinese here ><
n oso...aiks =(
somehow...
i duno...
jz simply dun like..
=(
Monday, March 23, 2009
The masquerade
Sometimes you will just forget about how stress you are,
until the stress overwhelmed
and eventually cover yourself.
The hidden feeling,
they don't even show a sign, a hint, or symtoms
and you don't know what the secret world is undergoing.
The more inner thoughts you are holding it,
the more you wanna let it go.
Sometimes it just happen to be that,
you feel lost but you're not.
What life had taught you about,
is the realistic that will kill anyone anytime.
You're not fragile to that standard yet,
and the mind ask for a break.
Friend,
all I'm asking here is get out of the mask,
and get a life.
until the stress overwhelmed
and eventually cover yourself.
The hidden feeling,
they don't even show a sign, a hint, or symtoms
and you don't know what the secret world is undergoing.
The more inner thoughts you are holding it,
the more you wanna let it go.
Sometimes it just happen to be that,
you feel lost but you're not.
What life had taught you about,
is the realistic that will kill anyone anytime.
You're not fragile to that standard yet,
and the mind ask for a break.
Friend,
all I'm asking here is get out of the mask,
and get a life.
Monday, March 16, 2009
A lame yet enthusiastic post
I don't really feel like in mood today.
It's like the friends thinging and the bullshit thinging bugging me.
I think i'm really a very moody person.
I prefer to keep quiet rather than starting a fight to spurt out all the anger.
Deep down I still holding the barrier of no personal attack that might caused inside hurt forever,
joking is fine because you will only joke to people who can take the joke,
for those who can't,
omg, congratulation for recruiting another member into your enemy list.
My mind do a lot of talking to myself all the time,
and recently there's actually a little voice deep down telling me list of persons who i can die for them.
not that i want to die now lah okay,
is person that worth i risk my life to save or bravely take the bullet that actually should shot him/her.
very touching right?
yes i know. T.T
I think sometimes i get offended too easily,
feel like people around me are trying to make me tulan.
what is wrong with the world?
tell me!!!!!!!
what the **** do they want from me?
okay. not trying to be emo.
just wanna try out the difference between big font and small font.
lame.
Recently there's also a starting of a Nerd Trend.
(ok lah started by me coz i keep thinking about being a nerd)
The only reason i want to be nerd is
Nerd don't have to talk a lot because they rarely have emotions and less people can actually pissed them off.
oh well, i only want to take the no emotion and no pissed off part.
can I?
Judy said i'm "too cool to be a nerd"
that's a compliment i would say. LOL.
hehehehe.
So,
my target had now changed to be a COOL NERD.
definition of being a COOL NERD
- less emotions
- more patience
- can act cool and lame
- can remain to talk a lot XP
- be more sensitive to the surrounding but at the same time keep it to ownself
- recognize the true friend and best friend (nerd can also have friends k？)
- less crap (which is the highest level of being a cool nerd)
end of post.
Cool Nerds have to back to study/sleep now.
It's like the friends thinging and the bullshit thinging bugging me.
I think i'm really a very moody person.
I prefer to keep quiet rather than starting a fight to spurt out all the anger.
Deep down I still holding the barrier of no personal attack that might caused inside hurt forever,
joking is fine because you will only joke to people who can take the joke,
for those who can't,
omg, congratulation for recruiting another member into your enemy list.
My mind do a lot of talking to myself all the time,
and recently there's actually a little voice deep down telling me list of persons who i can die for them.
not that i want to die now lah okay,
is person that worth i risk my life to save or bravely take the bullet that actually should shot him/her.
very touching right?
yes i know. T.T
I think sometimes i get offended too easily,
feel like people around me are trying to make me tulan.
what is wrong with the world?
tell me!!!!!!!
what the **** do they want from me?
okay. not trying to be emo.
just wanna try out the difference between big font and small font.
lame.
Recently there's also a starting of a Nerd Trend.
(ok lah started by me coz i keep thinking about being a nerd)
The only reason i want to be nerd is
Nerd don't have to talk a lot because they rarely have emotions and less people can actually pissed them off.
oh well, i only want to take the no emotion and no pissed off part.
can I?
Judy said i'm "too cool to be a nerd"
that's a compliment i would say. LOL.
hehehehe.
So,
my target had now changed to be a COOL NERD.
definition of being a COOL NERD
- less emotions
- more patience
- can act cool and lame
- can remain to talk a lot XP
- be more sensitive to the surrounding but at the same time keep it to ownself
- recognize the true friend and best friend (nerd can also have friends k？)
- less crap (which is the highest level of being a cool nerd)
end of post.
Cool Nerds have to back to study/sleep now.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Address : Tassie
I feel like missing Sekky so much so much now.
Just dropby and record down the feeling of this minute
I MISS YOU ROMEO
can you hear me? =)
Just dropby and record down the feeling of this minute
I MISS YOU ROMEO
can you hear me? =)
Saturday, February 7, 2009
照片
天气慢慢转凉了，女孩知道，冬天即将来临。看这天边的暮光，吹着窗外吹来的冷风，女孩发现，天色也慢慢变暗了。黄昏，代表了落幕，而当清晨的第一道曙光照射在天边的时候，也就代表着新的一天即将来临，是新的开始。女孩默默地许愿，希望新的一天会有新的开始，她希望，明天可以遇见那黑影的主人。她真的希望，因为她有好多问题想要问他。为什么他会出现在她的梦里？
其实巴士早就已经到达了巴士站，女孩急忙下车。因为她知道，下了车之后，她还要走好一段路才可以到家。当她走到了家门外，他看见了一辆鲜红色的跑车，不曾见过。当她打开家门的时候，原来，是她爸爸的朋友，远方来的，听说是要搬到这附近所以才会来拜访。
“乔萤，好久不见。”
女孩转身，头不小心撞到了她以为是墙壁的墙。心想为什么自己会那么笨，人长那么大了还会撞到墙。不过，原来，是一位男生的胸膛。
“哦，对…对不起。”
“哦，没关系，你变漂亮了，想想，应该有七八年没见面了吧？”
女孩仔细想想，女孩知道了，是他，是那个小时候曾经抢她的面包来吃的小男孩，那个小时候就住她家隔壁的小男孩，那个曾经答应长大后会娶她的小男孩，那个曾经送一只小猫咪给她的小男孩，那个她曾经喜欢的，他。
他，不再是那年的小男孩了，他现在长大了，高大，帅气，但笑容依然那么阳光，是她怀念的阳光。
“你…你是…你是维傅？”
眼前那高大，帅气，阳光的男孩，就是当年陪伴她玩乐的小男孩，维傅。
“乔萤，这是送你的，我选了很久，希望你喜欢。”
“你可以叫我乔。”
“为什么？”
“我比较喜欢别人叫我乔。”趁爸妈不注意的时候，乔小声地跟傅说。
“那么多年不见，你果然变了。呵呵，不过没关系，你还是那么可爱。”
女孩手里拿着礼物盒，呆呆的，不知道该如何是好。男孩的家人和女孩的家人都在聊天，而且还聊得非常开心。
“把礼物打开来看看。”
女孩慢慢的打开礼物，是个印着花朵的盒子，里面装着一台照相机，是粉红色的。其实女孩很想要拥有一台属于自己的相机，好让她可以拍一些她想怀念的场景，拍一些她想记住的东西，事情。
“谢谢你，我好喜欢哦。”
“喜欢就好，好了，我想我是时候离开了，时候不早了，晚安。”
“哦，再见。”
女孩看这男孩和他的家人离开，家里顿时变得安静了许多。自己也默默地上楼。
隔天早上，依然是阴天，是女孩不喜欢的灰暗。她带着她的礼物，照相机，上学。路途中，她把所有的一切，她喜欢的，她崇拜的都拍了下来。走着走着，女孩又到了巴士站，抱着同样的期待，希望可以在遇到那黑影的主人，坐着。今天，依然，失望。可是上了巴士的女孩还是拼命的回头望，不放弃，相机也准备好了，万一女孩来不及看那黑影的主人的脸，她也至少要把他拍下来。
真的，黑影的主人出现了。女孩真的看不到那黑影的主人的脸，但相机老早就准备好了。
“咔喳”
这时候，女孩急忙把手从窗外收回进来，用最快的速度，翻看回刚才所拍的照片。
“。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。”
“啊～为什么只是脚而已？”
女孩很气，照片只拍到黑影的主人的脚而已。
［回想］
［刚才当女孩把手伸出窗外要拍照的时候，刚好隔壁座来了一个老婆婆，她在整理她的手提包的时候不小心推到了女孩。结果，导致女孩的相机晃了一下。］
“啊～气死我了，气死我了。”
“如果我明天再没有看到他的脸，我就不叫乔！”
其实巴士早就已经到达了巴士站，女孩急忙下车。因为她知道，下了车之后，她还要走好一段路才可以到家。当她走到了家门外，他看见了一辆鲜红色的跑车，不曾见过。当她打开家门的时候，原来，是她爸爸的朋友，远方来的，听说是要搬到这附近所以才会来拜访。
“乔萤，好久不见。”
女孩转身，头不小心撞到了她以为是墙壁的墙。心想为什么自己会那么笨，人长那么大了还会撞到墙。不过，原来，是一位男生的胸膛。
“哦，对…对不起。”
“哦，没关系，你变漂亮了，想想，应该有七八年没见面了吧？”
女孩仔细想想，女孩知道了，是他，是那个小时候曾经抢她的面包来吃的小男孩，那个小时候就住她家隔壁的小男孩，那个曾经答应长大后会娶她的小男孩，那个曾经送一只小猫咪给她的小男孩，那个她曾经喜欢的，他。
他，不再是那年的小男孩了，他现在长大了，高大，帅气，但笑容依然那么阳光，是她怀念的阳光。
“你…你是…你是维傅？”
眼前那高大，帅气，阳光的男孩，就是当年陪伴她玩乐的小男孩，维傅。
“乔萤，这是送你的，我选了很久，希望你喜欢。”
“你可以叫我乔。”
“为什么？”
“我比较喜欢别人叫我乔。”趁爸妈不注意的时候，乔小声地跟傅说。
“那么多年不见，你果然变了。呵呵，不过没关系，你还是那么可爱。”
女孩手里拿着礼物盒，呆呆的，不知道该如何是好。男孩的家人和女孩的家人都在聊天，而且还聊得非常开心。
“把礼物打开来看看。”
女孩慢慢的打开礼物，是个印着花朵的盒子，里面装着一台照相机，是粉红色的。其实女孩很想要拥有一台属于自己的相机，好让她可以拍一些她想怀念的场景，拍一些她想记住的东西，事情。
“谢谢你，我好喜欢哦。”
“喜欢就好，好了，我想我是时候离开了，时候不早了，晚安。”
“哦，再见。”
女孩看这男孩和他的家人离开，家里顿时变得安静了许多。自己也默默地上楼。
隔天早上，依然是阴天，是女孩不喜欢的灰暗。她带着她的礼物，照相机，上学。路途中，她把所有的一切，她喜欢的，她崇拜的都拍了下来。走着走着，女孩又到了巴士站，抱着同样的期待，希望可以在遇到那黑影的主人，坐着。今天，依然，失望。可是上了巴士的女孩还是拼命的回头望，不放弃，相机也准备好了，万一女孩来不及看那黑影的主人的脸，她也至少要把他拍下来。
真的，黑影的主人出现了。女孩真的看不到那黑影的主人的脸，但相机老早就准备好了。
“咔喳”
这时候，女孩急忙把手从窗外收回进来，用最快的速度，翻看回刚才所拍的照片。
“。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。”
“啊～为什么只是脚而已？”
女孩很气，照片只拍到黑影的主人的脚而已。
［回想］
［刚才当女孩把手伸出窗外要拍照的时候，刚好隔壁座来了一个老婆婆，她在整理她的手提包的时候不小心推到了女孩。结果，导致女孩的相机晃了一下。］
“啊～气死我了，气死我了。”
“如果我明天再没有看到他的脸，我就不叫乔！”
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Monday, February 2, 2009
梦
“变质的爱情，会幸福吗？”这句话常常在女孩的脑海里，盘旋着。听着音乐，心情随着旋律起起伏伏，还是找不到她要的避风港。
隐隐约约看见了一个身影，可是同时眼睛好像进了沙，当在度睁开眼睛的时候，那黑黑的身影又不见了。女孩好奇，用尽了所有的力气垫高自己的脚尖，试着找寻那身影，可是，不见了。
女孩很无助，跪地哭了。当她在次用力争开眼睛的时候，她看见了她熟悉的环境，是她的房间，刚才所有的一切，都是，梦。可这梦，每晚都不停的重复又重复的播放在女孩的脑海里，似乎在暗示着女孩那身影的存在。而女孩每天都会希望在梦里那身影可以在停留多一下子，好让女孩可以看清楚他的脸。
“乔萤，吃早餐准备好了。”妈的声音，仿佛让女孩醒觉，发现她就快要迟到了。飞快的准备好一切，吃了一片面包，愉快地和妈道别。妈从来不知道，女孩不喜欢别人叫她“乔萤”，她常常都会提醒朋友叫她“乔”。可她不想抹煞妈的习惯，因为从小到大爸和妈都习惯叫她乔萤。一个人步行到巴士站，一如往常的等待巴士的来领。可今天的天气不是很好，灰灰的，好像要下雨了。昨天不意间听到了气象台报告，多几天会有台风来领，可是，不是很严重所以照常上课。
女孩默默的叹气，她不喜欢雨天，不喜欢潮湿，不喜欢阴暗。她喜欢碧海蓝天的海滩，她崇拜夏威夷的阳光，冲浪，沙滩上的城堡。想着想着，巴士来了，女孩上了车，找了一个靠窗的位子，希望待会儿可以吹到一点风。正刚才坐好，女孩从窗看见了那熟悉的身影，震撼多于冷静，急忙找寻那身影的主人，可才看到了他的半身，巴士就开走了。试着回头望，但还是看不到什么。女孩很失望。
“乔，回家了。”隔壁座的玲玲提醒乔萤放学了，可乔萤还愣在他的座位上。
“乔，乔。”
“噢，放学咯？”
“是啊。你在想什么啊？”
“嗯，没有，那，我先走了，掰。”
“噢，好，掰。”
玲玲不懂匆忙的乔萤是要去哪，就觉得今天的乔有点奇怪。可还来不及问她，她就匆匆忙忙的离开了。其实，女孩是想赶快赶到巴士站，希望可以再次遇到那身影的主人。
当她赶到巴士站的时候，其实那里只剩下几个陌生人而已。女孩到处望望，还是没有看到那身影的主人。女孩再次叹气，背着沉重书包，搭上了最后一班巴士回家。
隐隐约约看见了一个身影，可是同时眼睛好像进了沙，当在度睁开眼睛的时候，那黑黑的身影又不见了。女孩好奇，用尽了所有的力气垫高自己的脚尖，试着找寻那身影，可是，不见了。
女孩很无助，跪地哭了。当她在次用力争开眼睛的时候，她看见了她熟悉的环境，是她的房间，刚才所有的一切，都是，梦。可这梦，每晚都不停的重复又重复的播放在女孩的脑海里，似乎在暗示着女孩那身影的存在。而女孩每天都会希望在梦里那身影可以在停留多一下子，好让女孩可以看清楚他的脸。
“乔萤，吃早餐准备好了。”妈的声音，仿佛让女孩醒觉，发现她就快要迟到了。飞快的准备好一切，吃了一片面包，愉快地和妈道别。妈从来不知道，女孩不喜欢别人叫她“乔萤”，她常常都会提醒朋友叫她“乔”。可她不想抹煞妈的习惯，因为从小到大爸和妈都习惯叫她乔萤。一个人步行到巴士站，一如往常的等待巴士的来领。可今天的天气不是很好，灰灰的，好像要下雨了。昨天不意间听到了气象台报告，多几天会有台风来领，可是，不是很严重所以照常上课。
女孩默默的叹气，她不喜欢雨天，不喜欢潮湿，不喜欢阴暗。她喜欢碧海蓝天的海滩，她崇拜夏威夷的阳光，冲浪，沙滩上的城堡。想着想着，巴士来了，女孩上了车，找了一个靠窗的位子，希望待会儿可以吹到一点风。正刚才坐好，女孩从窗看见了那熟悉的身影，震撼多于冷静，急忙找寻那身影的主人，可才看到了他的半身，巴士就开走了。试着回头望，但还是看不到什么。女孩很失望。
“乔，回家了。”隔壁座的玲玲提醒乔萤放学了，可乔萤还愣在他的座位上。
“乔，乔。”
“噢，放学咯？”
“是啊。你在想什么啊？”
“嗯，没有，那，我先走了，掰。”
“噢，好，掰。”
玲玲不懂匆忙的乔萤是要去哪，就觉得今天的乔有点奇怪。可还来不及问她，她就匆匆忙忙的离开了。其实，女孩是想赶快赶到巴士站，希望可以再次遇到那身影的主人。
当她赶到巴士站的时候，其实那里只剩下几个陌生人而已。女孩到处望望，还是没有看到那身影的主人。女孩再次叹气，背着沉重书包，搭上了最后一班巴士回家。
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