romeo&juliet + a vvc...=D

hahaxz...
found tis in my laptop jz nw...
omg O.o
cheers~
=D

random

*ahhhh*
vvc here agn...

im sick for these few days...
fever, sore throat, flu...
[swine flu?! ><]
feel so...==
the weather here reali unpredictable...
furious ><
its almos 6 now...but the sky is dark like 8pm ==

settled all those stuffs for the week..
[test, assgn, report, quiz]...
so here come the new week...
4 more weeks to final sem exam d...~.~

ccy ar ccy...
sometimes thr's smtg tat
we nida kip inside our heart without exposing 1...
tat ppl wana b actress then let her continue lu..
nowadays,
frens
aren't like those frens we noe in primary & 2ndary 1..
hmm...
aiks...
*有苦说不出 de feelings..*

long time din c u n ger li d...=(
saw ur photo, ur hair long alot jor =D
n li tatt oso ler... long time din c him d..
lalala~
duno when gt chance to meet agn le...
i met judy in sydney few times d...
she doesnt change much...
but thin alot =D

y m i getting fatter while every1else thiner n thiner..
==
simply dun understand...
aiks..><

ish...
ignore those unhappy 1...=.=
smtg happy to share here..^^
esiang is coming soon!!!
may30..
lalala~
reali cnt wait!!!
he's not goin bec to msia for holidays...
he'll b here!!!
wee~ ^^v
=X
and vvc will reach m'sia on 6july...
lalala~

duno y im so happy
when i noe this blog is still accessable =D
i dun reali like to blog smtg on the other blog when i feel nt reali happy...
aiks...

will b here when im free =D
cheers~ =)

welcome back Vivian!

VIVIAN!! hey hey~
long time no see lah.
miss you lotssssss


Let me update about my life as well.

Here studying quite okay lah.
stress sure got but still within control.

Just wanna shout out something I really don't feel comfortable about it.

*Can't state name here coz it's a bit sensitive.*

So here's the thing,
I don't like people being so fake,
like you already can see the fakeness from the face but he/she still want to fake.
BULLSHIT LAH.
can't just say out straight to the face??
do some little drama where you can see the face fake until like shit.

I can't really trust anyone here.
It's not like friends here are not good or what.
I think maybe most of the time I tend to observe too deep about one person,
and when i found out so many things i can't tahan in this person,
I have to make everytime talking to him/her a social need and be very very patience about it.

I HATE THOSE FAKE PEOPLE.
seriously.
Terrible people around just trying to take advantage from you,
fake around you,
AND YOU CAN SEE IT STRAIGHT FROM THEIR FACE!!!

loser.
simple act also cannot act.

keep telling myself to be patience in everything.
I must not care about those fakeness.
I shall not be angry over it.
I shall calm myself down.

But i feel like straggling people lah.


I MISS YOU VIVIAN!!
I MISS JUDY ALSO
I MISS THE WHOLE INTI GANG THAT WE USED TO HANG OUT TOGETHER.


please god,
everyone gather at year end okay??? =D

vvc is bec ^^v

vvc here...

waaa...

almos 4gt abt this blog site d...

so glad to noe tat ccy n ger li still updating =D

hmm...

IM STRESSED!!!

hving mechanics test nxt mon..><

without ccy here to teach & fussy me ==

abit started to dun like the life here..

uni life nt as fun as wat i expected...

cz...

hmmm..

being a bulb?

aiks...no1 will und..

xian mu..=(

ha ha...

him?

i wish to stay bside him..alwiz =(

hard to get real frens here?

all angmos...no chinese here ><

n oso...aiks =(

somehow...

i duno...

jz simply dun like..

=(

The masquerade

Sometimes you will just forget about how stress you are,
until the stress overwhelmed
and eventually cover yourself.


The hidden feeling,
they don't even show a sign, a hint, or symtoms
and you don't know what the secret world is undergoing.


The more inner thoughts you are holding it,
the more you wanna let it go.

Sometimes it just happen to be that,
you feel lost but you're not.


What life had taught you about,
is the realistic that will kill anyone anytime.


You're not fragile to that standard yet,
and the mind ask for a break.


Friend,
all I'm asking here is get out of the mask,
and get a life.

A lame yet enthusiastic post

I don't really feel like in mood today.
It's like the friends thinging and the bullshit thinging bugging me.

I think i'm really a very moody person.
I prefer to keep quiet rather than starting a fight to spurt out all the anger.
Deep down I still holding the barrier of no personal attack that might caused inside hurt forever,
joking is fine because you will only joke to people who can take the joke,
for those who can't,
omg, congratulation for recruiting another member into your enemy list.


My mind do a lot of talking to myself all the time,
and recently there's actually a little voice deep down telling me list of persons who i can die for them.
not that i want to die now lah okay,
is person that worth i risk my life to save or bravely take the bullet that actually should shot him/her.
very touching right?
yes i know. T.T


I think sometimes i get offended too easily,
feel like people around me are trying to make me tulan.
what is wrong with the world?
tell me!!!!!!!
what the **** do they want from me?

okay. not trying to be emo.
just wanna try out the difference between big font and small font.

lame.


Recently there's also a starting of a Nerd Trend.
(ok lah started by me coz i keep thinking about being a nerd)
The only reason i want to be nerd is
Nerd don't have to talk a lot because they rarely have emotions and less people can actually pissed them off.
oh well, i only want to take the no emotion and no pissed off part.
can I?
Judy said i'm "too cool to be a nerd"
that's a compliment i would say. LOL.
hehehehe.

So,
my target had now changed to be a COOL NERD.

definition of being a COOL NERD
- less emotions
- more patience
- can act cool and lame
- can remain to talk a lot XP
- be more sensitive to the surrounding but at the same time keep it to ownself
- recognize the true friend and best friend (nerd can also have friends k？)
- less crap (which is the highest level of being a cool nerd)


end of post.
Cool Nerds have to back to study/sleep now.

Address : Tassie

I feel like missing Sekky so much so much now.
Just dropby and record down the feeling of this minute

I MISS YOU ROMEO
can you hear me? =)